It is all in your head.

It is all in your head.

Another little inspirational story from my life :

After 7 month of pole dance I saw Jenyne Butterfly doing a drop from yogini.
It looked so impressive. I was stunned.
At that time I was preparing for first ever Russian pole fitness competition. And in the end of my song there was an accent and I thought would be great to do that drop there.
I asked my coach to teach me it.
I was taking at that time private lessons with him. He was coming to our home. And was teaching me there. As I had an x pole in my room. .
But I could not do that drop. I was so scared it was crazy. He was trying to force me to do it and I just could not. I was crying because i was so scared. Doesn’t matter how many times I tried I just could not let go and drop. .
So he just gave up.
And me too.
And then after 3 month I was on my way to the new studio with a high ceiling.
I remember it was super cold outside. Moscow. I was walking on the street from subway. And then I thought about Jenyne Butterfly and me.
And said to myself – If she can do that drop – I can too.
Why can’t I do it? What is the difference? She can, I can! .
I came to the studio. Put crash mats all around. Went to 5 meters high and started dropping down. After 45 min of non stop failing I finally did it.

After that I understood that it all comes from our head. If you believe you can do it you will ❤️.

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